Do you know what it feels like, to be pulled and pushed at the same time? To know that something cannot be and yet wanting something out of it? To want to cut something off and yet want to hold on to it? Is it for self validation? To feel good about yourself? What does that say about you? Is your ego malnourished? Are you insecure? Do you need constant approval? Do you even like yourself? Are you a perfectionist in certain things and yet a slob in other? Do you cover your interior with exterior things that distract? Do you laugh at yourself so hard so that other people can't laugh at hard at you? Do you appear self assured and confident to mask how you really are in the inside? What are you?