Matthew 7:1-5 "Judge not, that you be not judged. For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you. And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me remove the speck from your eye’; and look, a plank is in your own eye? Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye."

One thing I hate is when people who don't know you well start talking about you and making stupid remarks.. You know what? Even if you are the best looking person in the world, or the most talented or whatever, you don't have the right to diss on me.. And it is even worse when I can take you on and thrash you silly.. If I were not in self control, you would have known what is you ain't nothing but a poser.. Look, if you are my good friend and you say things about me, with no malice and not behind my back, I take it and I listen.. But if you want to play punk with me, talk about me behind my back and rope in all your friends, why not bring it on? I dare not lay claim to having the best character but at least I don't talk about people and mock them.. The Bible says take the plank out of your eye before trying to take the speck out of mine.. Whatever happened to respect, to proper conduct, to non-judgemental attitudes? Well, I am going to show the whole lot of you that you guys are nothing but young punks.. What you say and think will only spur me on.. Not going to take any crap anymore.. Okay, now I am sort of done with my venting and ranting.. What I hope is that God will deal with all these people.. Got to take a chill pill.. :P

Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; ..."
As I look back on my life, I would like to think that though there were many ups and downs, I have made it this far! It's been a journey; a discovery of strengths and weaknesses and of learning and of enjoyment, and not forgetting of hurts and pains.. Looking back, I have come a long way since my teenage years.. I have learnt, through hard knocks and falls and I know that I have so much more to learn.. Things have happened, people have come and gone.. And I would not exchange anything in this world for all the things that I have been through, good and bad.. I am a firm believer that we are who we are because of what we have been through.. What does not kill us makes us stronger, and a better person at that.. Well, in this new year of my life, I want to be closer to a very important person in my life, God.. I realised that it is not me who has brought me to where I am but it is Him.. I have this feeling all along that He has His eyes on me from the start and it is a special feeling.. And I know after so many years that come hell or high waters, He will be there.. I may have taken Him for granted so many, many times but I hope that this year will be different.. Many times I felt like giving up on Him but I know that He has never given up on me.. So, I dedicate this day to you, God.. Many many more years to come, walking by Your side! And my wish for my birthday? The next most important thing in my life is that my family is protected and blessed.. And happy.. :)

IPPT

Just came back from my IPPT... Not bad considering that I am fat and I am sick... Was expecting just to pass and I got Silver... Woohoo! Not too bad... Hahaha... But this has acted as a wake up call for me... I remember that when I was still in NS, I told myself that I would never let myself go out of shape.. And guess what? I can't help but admit that I AM OUT OF SHAPE!!! Going to start being more dedicated to working out once again... And I injured my knee as well... :( Overextended it slightly I guess... Pain!!! Well, it's such nice weather to sleep so I am going to take a bath and nap a while... :P Must rush my research paper tonight as well... Busy busy bee... Hehehee...

A ray of light

I noticed a ray of light recently,
that appeared in places I least expect.
Always catching me by surprise
But there's nothing wrong with that.
When I try to search and seek
It appears to be far, far away, unable to attain
And just as I stop yearning
It comes out of the blue and I start over again
My heart beats in disarray
yet it brings a smile to my face,
However when I look in the mirror
I start to feel so out of place
Melancholy takes over
For something so beautiful can't possibly belong to me
For who can bottle a ray of light?
To keep for his eyes only to see
Am I destined to remain in the background?
For it does not know that I yearn
Even if for a fleeting second
For its glow that warms but does not burn
Can I do anything to ease the pain?
When in my own eyes I feel so small
A mountain to surmount, an ocean to cross
I feel like next to all these I am nothing at all
But still quietly I long for and patiently I wait
For a glimpse of perfection, for a touch of fate

Melancholy...

Don't worry... I am not feeling depressed... Just deep in thought... :) Want to write something to expend my feelings but no inspiration right now... Hahaha... Wait for it... Well, to phileo who maybe reading... So many decisions!!! Hahaha... Want to get something special... :P Oh well, got to sleep early... Or at least try... Got IPPT tomorrow... :)

New post!!!

Wow wee!!! After like a gazillion years (actually around 3 months), I finally find time to post something on my super duper inactive blog... Hahaha... Well, it's Deepavali and I have a bit of time on my hands before I start studying so here I am... Time really flies... It's the end of the year once again and I am close to the end of my first year back at school... Technically it's only 2 semesters but who's counting? Hahaha.. Going for my IPPT this Saturday and I don't think I can get a gold for it... But who knows? Just going to try my best... Passing shouldn't be a problem though... Oh well, things are going well in school... To Cynthia who may be reading, I may be getting slightly distracted.. :P Hahaha... Secret code... Alrite, that's all I guess... Til another 3 months later... Hahaha...