PBJ Hot Soak

A soggy Peanut Butter & Jelly. Nice.

It'd be a dark day when you realize that you are utterly unremarkable, not talented, unquestionably ordinary, and you don't have the right connections to boot.

It'd be a dark day when you realize that what you prided yourself in is not that special, and not that polished as you think.

But the good thing is that you know it's not in your hands anymore.

" ... the base things of the world ... "

Hot soak spree

On a hot soaking spree! Just threw my Denime XX types into the bucket for a hot soak. Hoping to curb my eczema by having clean jeans..

ROYs hot soak

Did a hot soak last night, to try to get rid of weird creases. Even tried ironing them out while damp. No avail. Oh well.

Drawing away

I sense a drawing away.

Let me not be distracted to the left, nor the right.

Focus.

Night terror

Night terrors are no fun at all.

It's time

When I am there for you, and you are not for me, it's time.

When I am the one always reaching out, and you are not, it's time.
When I am more concerned for you, than you for me, it's time.
When I finally see the light, and you don't, it's time.
When I don't see the point, and you never did, it's time.
When I decide to move on, and you are not part of the equation, it's time.
When I am the only one detecting the cracks, and you don't, it's time.
When I know everything's not fine, but you don't, it's time.
When I feel disappointed, and you don't know why, it's time.

Oh yeah, it's time.

Bye.